ESSAYS

THE BALCKWELL ARCHIVES

I am still in the process of uploading all the essays on this page.

2025

2024

2023

2022

2021

  • Through the Lens of My Ludens Goggles
  • Irreconcilable Distances, Permeable Boundaries, Overlapping Memories
  • & Engage in Jolly Cooperation!
  • Everything & More & More
  • High On Neurosa!
  • What The Hell Am I Doing Here?
  • Bloodpath and Beyond
  • The Lint Filter Sounds Like Donkey Kong, and So Does the Kitchen Sink Mat
  • Rock Man's Sexual Cycle, or, Leave Me to My Polish Curses
  • How To Make Friends
  • Balckwell Manifesting
  • The Balckwell Manifesto

FROM MY OLD WEBSITE

2018

  • The End of Cool Times
  • I Saw You in That World We Call "Mai Dai," or Blinking Lights (Are How I Forge My Road)

2017

  • A Short Dream, About You
  • The Only Bacon is a 'Bacon,' The Only Meat is a 'Meat,' The Only Memory is the One We All Forgot, and Eighteen Months of a Watch
  • Saizeriya and the Last True Beauty
  • Not Quite Themselves, or Humanity's Grand, Ever-Evolving Dash Toward a Brick Wall
  • What Makes Conscious Life Such a Wonderful State of Being, or The Apathy of a Goodbye We Forgot to Say
  • 'Do You Know "Tayoru?"' – A Conversation with a Chinese Girl on January 9th, 2016
  • Four Hot Dogs
  • Take My Hand; Take My Whole Life Too, or What The World Calls Love
  • Everything Feels So Real, and Then It Doesn't, and Then It Does Again, or This Beautiful Street Would Just Be a Hard and Sad Street For Her
  • Lie To Me, While The Earth Will Still Let You, or Teach Us to Slam Dunk Our Basketballs

2016

  • My Fun November
  • A Confused Fish Eats a Dog, and A Bloody Fish Sees a Cat
  • We May Probably Be Happy Forever: The Fictional Anti-Sequel to 'Not For you Baboo'
  • A Review of Love, or Not For You Baboo
  • As Much a Nantoka as Nantoka: A Retrospective Written Upon the Remembrance of Two Closely Related Events That Occurred Within the Same Week, One Year Ago
  • Screaming About The Games We Play, or 'I Can Laugh About It Now But at the Time It Was Terrible
  • A Time In Tokyo, or Hold On To That Right Thing
  • Football Ruined My Life
  • I'm Home – Oh Wait, What's a Home? or An Apple Tea To Go, Please
  • Morrissey: An Autobiography
  • How I Feel Terrible On the Internet, or Think About Me When You're Sad
  • A Review of the Video Game "Super Mario Maker"
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  • 2015

  • Outside the Old Normal, Inside The New Normal, or 'This is Where I Buy My Delicious Cakes'
  • Between Me And You (Is an Indiana Jones Transition), or Wherever You Go, You Are Yourself
  • New Jacket, New Shirt, New Mike – Relatively Old Pants, or The Stor(ag)e (Of My Mind)
  • A Night at the Club, or Darkness Seeps In Through The Ears
  • This is One: Here We Go
  • Here I am: I Am/Was/Am Not Jim/Roy; Let's Move On: Alright, Let's Not Talk About Love, or We're Not Talking About Love Today
  • Only In Dreams: A Title Based on That Song By Weezer, or She, With the One Large Earring and the One Small Earring, Eating a Hot Dog
  • Tiny Explosions of Memory and Feeling, or How To Create (And Exploit) A Past
  • A Library of Vending Machines, or A Museum of Taiko Drums, or The Pain of a Pouring of Tea
  • What Chases Me Across the Sea